In the last few months, I rarely working on physics stuff in DTECH-ENGINEERING.
My job shifted to media-related tasks as the physics tasks are already finished at the beginning of the project.
And it make me frustrated.
Yeah, I’m good at media stuff, but I don’t like it.
I’m good at developing story, creating content, growth-hacking social media account, and something like that…
…but I don’t want to do this as my main job.
I eager to do that stuff only as my personal side hustle (where it can earn higher money).
And for the main job in the office, I want physics.
I can’t explain this, but really, physics is in my heart. Even when I have to work on media stuff in the office (in the last few months), I always taking the time in the night to do physics.
So yesterday, when I was asked to lead a new team in furniture (that will produce and sell furniture), it became a very emotional moment (for me).
I don’t want to do that.
I must reject it, whatever it takes.
Because if I’m willing to do that, I will be (more) further away from physics and I have to do the things that I have no interest at all.
Fortunately, I was brave enough to said that. Luckily again, the reason I gave was accepted so I don’t have to work on that.
And the most important part… I was brave to say that I want to work in physics stuff again as my main job, not media.